TheLittlestPika

This had almost become routine for her. Cosmoslight crept out of the elders' den at nearly moonhigh, her feathery tail sweeping the ground behind her as she sat in the warm night to escape her denmate. She couldn't look at him anymore. She hated seeing him so happy no matter what she told herself. She wished she could be blessed with a real family besides her dead parents. Her claws dug into the earth beneath her as her gaze found the twinkling stars above her tufted ears coldly, a low growl growing in her throat. "Why couldn't it be me who's happy? Don't I deserve it, StarClan?! I've been so kind and loving and loyal to ShadowClan and this is how you repay me? Filling me with jealousy because I couldn't have what he had?" She snapped at the sky, fur rippling along her spine. "Maybe you're just a tale to make kits feel better. I was stupid to believe random dots of light in the sky were dead cats." In her mind, the sky seemed to dim as she started to realize how little she